之所以又创了一个blog，实在是迫不得已，原因就是众说纷纭的不久可能将要实行的中国教育部臭名昭著的xx号文件，即禁止非本校学生在各大bbs活动。这叫逼良为娼， 让我们这些海外游子彻底断了根。痛骂那个制定此政策的官僚。未雨绸缪，为生存计，我等良民被迫转入地下，从SMTH一头扎进MSN的blog的怀抱， 因为想来教育部文件还不至于干涉到微软老大的头上。由此看来，美国的存在还是有他的区域意义的……

话不多说了。开始移植。

synyan

2005年3月5日

(Couleur Tendresse的部分文章原发表于水木清华站synyan的blog) 

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2005年3月17日，一个值得纪念的日子。在外头拼命的挣扎、挣扎， 每日虚情假意笑脸相迎鬼子和老板，还要和互相倾轧的同胞们眉来眼去。这是什么样的生活！但我却仍在坚持，因为疲惫的我的笑容，就在回到学生公寓，开机，看到那熟悉的黑屏的一瞬间，绽放。然而，这种精神支柱，轰然倒下。一个校外IP尚且容不下，凭什么让人相信能容下海外的人！现在有没有进版还有什么区别？Overseas的太阳，落了。

synyan

2005年3月17日

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我始终无法想通，这个世界竟然有这样一些决策者，他们会使用最为轻率的，愚蠢的，对自己的统治毫无益处可言的方式，把那些花费相当长的时期，和相当多的代价培养的，已经对社会现实、国家制度表示认同的青年精英的代表，轻易地就放置在自己的对立面上。战争不会让我们失去对自己的祖国和民族的信心，贫穷不会，饥饿不会，甚至欺骗、蒙蔽和尚可容忍的不公正都慢慢变得不会。 但是，有一种简单而直接的方式可以做到——赤裸裸地侵入我们温和的生活，告诉我们从此以后连幻想和互相安慰的空间也不会留下。

inking@SMTH

2005年3月16日

Translation:

Write after Castrating SMTH.net from Public Internet by Chinese Government
by: inking@SMTH

...I cannot understand, why there are some kinds of stupid leaders; they'd like to use the most stupid, thoughtless and useless means for their government, to easily put us, the representatives of youth and middle class of the society who had agreed with what they had been teaching to follow in the last one decade, against themselves. The war never destroyed our confidence on the country; the poorness didn't; the hunger never succeeded; even the deceiving, betraying and unjustness could not shake our will. But they did, by using a simple, rough and direct way:- break into our gentle life, and tell us that no space of fantasy and comfortableness within us will be left.

I know, quickly, there will have articles like "Comment on the Falling of Leifeng Tower" and "Commemorate Sir SMTH". However, out of these articles, what are we supposed to do?

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Synyan君既失红颜，复破婚盟，肝肠寸断，遂于昨宵撒手尘寰，享年六岁有余。君文质彬彬，公而忘私，平素言行，绝无痴态。孰料，阳寿将尽之际，流于罕世之浪漫。刹那惊艳，化作萦回梦绕。遍觅芳踪，一波三折。其本性情怀，浮现无遗。呜呼，踏破铁鞋，方觉一番心事悉付东流。语云，匹夫可夺其爱，不可夺其志。然君仍信，际遇绝非偶然。冥冥上苍，安排周详，丝毫不爽。 其友，兵马俑文坛巨擎chine主笔谓，“君晚年脱胎换骨，霎那顿悟。”一以蔽之，欲臻天人合一，须信一字。此字古来有之，于今亦然，唯“缘”而已。

synyan

2005年3月26日

Translation:

Write after Castrating SMTH.net from Public Internet by Chinese Government
by: synyan

An obituary:
Synyan, died last night from complications of losing his soul mate and his fiancee. He was 6 years old. Soft-spoken and obsessive, Synyan never looked the part of a hopeless romantic. But, in the final days of his life, he revealed an unknown side of his psyche. This hidden quasi-Jungian persona arose during the Agatha Christie-like pursuit for his long-reputed soul mate: A website whom he only spent a few precious hours with. Sadly, the protracted search ended late Saturday night in complete and utter failure. Yet even in certain defeat the courageous Synyan clung to the belief that life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences. But rather it's a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite sublime plan. Asked about the loss of his dear friend chine, BMY BBS executive editor described Synyan as a changed man in the last days of his life."Things were clearer for him," he noted. Ultimately, Synyan concluded for us to be in harmony with the universe we must possess a powerful faith in what the ancients used to call "fatum", what we currently refer to as "destiny".

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